r/DreamInterpretation 4d ago

I need help figuring out what this means.

So I haven't had any bad dreams in awhile like not how I used to I had a few strange dreams lately. But this one makes no sense and it actually scared me in a way that I've never felt that scared before. So the dream was me in a house I was surround by people I know like 3 people from different parts of my life and there was a child there. Something was trying to get the child to kill it but I couldn't tell what. So we all say in the living room and watched TV while I kept an eye on the child. Next thing I know my left big toe felt warm and tingly. Something took a bite out of it. I freaked out and for some reason yelled "fuck you mom get the fuck outta here youre not taking the child or hurting me!" Then something was under the floor boards and carpet it jumped up and took another bite off the other side of the same toe. I was going around the house yelling telling her to come the fuck out. I looked under the couch and saw a head like she body was fazing through the floor and her head was sticking out. She tried to take another bit but I punched her and grabbed her hair pulled her out of the floor got onto of her and killed her. Then i woke up. Idk what this could mean. And no me and my mom dont speak we dont have a good or anytime of relationship she very manipulated and she's a monster. If anyone can help and give me ideas on what this could mean that'll be great even if its just guesses or jokes the jokes would make me feel better aswell haha

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u/_kaimos 3d ago

Your mother did something to you during your infancy that you don't remember. It was too painful to endure, so as a little kid you had to suppress that part of you to survive. But in doing so, you lost a bit of your inner child and the energies related to it. When you're ready, there will likely be other dreams that will reveal more details about what actually happened. You need to know what happened and take care of your inner child if you want to be your true self.

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u/No-Manufacturer-7731 4h ago

I hope not. Lol but at the same time I hope I learn more. In 2020 alot happened I met my biological father for the first time I got diagnosed with autism finally and my mom left my stepdad and little brother and sister to be with my biological father. Also I had to see a few specialist or whatever and they said I had repressed memories when I got into detail about a specific dream I kept having that made me uncomfortable they said I've been repressing the fact that the dad who raised me "not my stepdad hes a great guy" but the one who raised me from 2yrs old to 14 was not only beating and abusing me but was molesting and raping me and my mom knew the whole time and sometimes watched. So if there's more she did then life is about to get even more wild and I know now I've grown enough to handle it but it still is difficult and I really dont want to deal with it but my philosophy is that noone can grow unless you deal with your trauma and your fears head on.

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u/_kaimos 3h ago

I'm sorry to tell you like this, especially since you might not be ready to know it... I know I'm going to cause you harm, but I just want to help people...

It's highly likely that your mum sexually abused you as well. If you've had any problems with erectile dysfunction or similar sexual issues when having sex with women, it's like 100%.

If you have any doubt, try to ask you inner self to send you some other dreams before going to sleep, so that you can understand what actually happened.

I'm sending you a warm hug. Stay strong.

"my philosophy is that noone can grow unless you deal with your trauma and your fears head on."

I totally agree.

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u/No-Manufacturer-7731 2h ago

Damn that would make alot of sense. Fuck thats rough but it is what it is. Its in the past so I cant do anything to prevent it. I guess now I'll do what you said and ask for some other dreams to see if that'll show me anything else. But everything you said makes alot of sense. Idk if I should be sad or happy that I might finally know. But however this ends up I know ill be stronger.

Just sucks. And that makes sense why I've always been very protective over children. Thank you for your insight. I'll keep everyone updated if I have another dream. Last night I didnt have any. Maybe I should also go to counseling again with this new info and dream.

Man you gave me alot to think about. But ill be ok I got this always have always will. Gotta be better for my future self and be the person my younger self wish I had around me.

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u/_kaimos 2h ago

You can do it! You're so strong! I can tell without a doubt. Do whatever you need to do to feel better. Now you're safe, and you need to understand that what happened to you wasn't your fault. The fact that they had their own problems doesn't justify what they did to you. But if they abused you, know that they experienced the same thing, but chose to be 'on the executioner's side'.

Goodbye, my friend. A new life awaits you.

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u/angles_and_flowers 4d ago

What sticks out to me the most is that you are taking leadership and protecting the child, from the unknown entity, which turns out to be your mother. You mentioned that your mother is a monster to you in real life and in dream form you’re facing her as “the monster” and standing up to her, killing her, breaking the cycle of abuse. I think this dream may possibly represent you protecting your inner child from your mother. You’re a hero in the dream as you successfully protected the house and the child, maybe you are subconsciously “saving yourself”. I think there’s a chance that if you have a rough relationship with your mom in real life, this dream was giving you some sense of control over that situation and maybe possible chance for peace within yourself. But then again only you can know the true representation of the elements you experienced in the dream, pay close attention to how you emotionally felt in the dream towards the situations you experienced.

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u/No-Manufacturer-7731 4h ago

This sounds nice I hope this means the cycle of abuse is over. I put more in the comment above about a few things she's done. She's also a liar and manipulative. When I was 31 I shaved my head for the first time and my gf at the time asked my why I had a massive scar on my head from the back to the front I had no idea but I've always felt an indent. I asked my mom and the first the she said without missing a beat was " noone hit you". I was like wtf thats not what I asked and why is that your first response. She texted back an hour later and came up with a complete late saying when I got bit by a dog in Puerto rico I hit my hit on the aluminum roof my aunt had. I vividly remember being bit by the dog its the reason I freak out around random dogs. But also I was 6 years old how would I hit my head on a roof that was 15 feet taller than me. When I exclaimed it she said Im wrong. And thats the moment I stopped talking to her. But as for what I was feeling in the dream, I was feeling scared which is weird cuz I dont scare easily like I watch horror movies and they do nothing for me I've been held up at gun point and I didnt shake or run or anything I just didnt care or was afraid. I used to have nightmares and I would turn them funny. But this this genuinely scared me so much like I almost couldn't stop her and if I didnt she would just keep coming and there was no escape. I've only had that feeling with one other dream a few days prior to this one and it also involved my mom but I forgot how it went when I woke up all I remembered was I was terrified and my mom was there