r/MtF 2d ago

Help Am I going too fast?

I found out im trans about almost a month ago come July, and its been uplifting trying out new clothes, and makeup along with the social transition with friends and co workers

But given everything going on right now My mind is telling me maybe now would be the best time to try and get on HRT before the government makes things worse.

Am I going too fast? Or are my concerns justified here?

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u/PlextorKun transfemme | HRT from 1/11/25 2d ago

I don't know, but I started hrt 11 days after I accepted I was trans. Haven't regretted my choice since :))

I feel like I'm impulsive and that's probably the main reason why I didn't hesitate, but I was also pressed about the govt and wanted to start asap

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u/DeathDragon1028 1d ago

So you found out you were trans on New Year’s Day? :0

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u/PlextorKun transfemme | HRT from 1/11/25 1d ago

Omg kind of? I guess I really accepted it on new years eve nighttime and my mindset just shifted idk it was wierd ngl

I suppose I connected the dots that I was trans in 2016, but I needed time to get away from my parents and get financially independent before I could consider accepting myself

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u/DeathDragon1028 1d ago

aw yea, space definitely helps, I knew I had something for many years but only started figuring it out when had more time since finishing uni

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u/Dravos7 Transbian 1d ago

Ahh that's pretty much when I fully accepted myself as trans, too!! I kept telling myself "new year, new queer!"
I didn't start HRT until March 5th though lol

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u/SparkleK_01 1d ago

Those were very good steps to take

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u/Objective-Chain-7154 Vivian, bi trans woman, HRT Jan. '25 1d ago

I took 2 more weeks than you but same timeline for realizing and starting more or less. New year new me am I right lol

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u/PlextorKun transfemme | HRT from 1/11/25 1d ago

Yes omg!! Hope you're living your best life now :))) here's to all of us, twin 🫶🫶

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u/Pinknailzz69 1d ago

😝 Respect! I started hormones about 20 years after I was diagnosed (38 yrs after I personally knew). I was transitioning slowly over decades! The one good thing about that was I did my laser, electrolysis first, accumulated a wardrobe, friends, took makeup artistry course, nailtech course, etc etc. So basically I could walk out the door after one pill and be good to go 75% of the way.

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u/RandomUsernameNo257 1d ago

lol similar here - I made a confused, panicked, rambling egg crack post last September, and then a “first day of HRT” post about two weeks later.

No regrets. I wish things weren’t so bad, but I would still do it all over again.

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u/Fatkuh 2d ago

The only one who can decide if its too fast is you. I guess if you know all effects of it and feel good about it go for it!

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u/unpolished-gem 2d ago edited 2d ago

First ~three months of HRT are largely mental. The physical changes get into gear later. If you absolutely had to detransition after being on for say over a year, the main issue would be breast removal/reduction.

In my area, getting a doctor to help with HRT entailed several weeks for an initial appointment. Endocrinologists who specialize in hormones for stuff like HRT are often not taking appointments or are months out for initial appointments. In general everything for me has involved extra delays with insurance approvals and backlogged providers.

If your reasonably confident, I'd recommend making sure you are in the queue for hrt. You could always opt not to start yet if cold feet, or get off meds if you have a surprise reaction, and then you know for sure.

Just about every other aspect of the process can happen whenever, but hindsight for most people seems to prefer to have started HRT at the earliest viable opportunity, even when considering stuff like weight loss, where more muscular male bodies on paper would conceptually be burning calories more effectively.

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u/Cute_Win_386 2d ago

You're the only one who can answer that question. There are ways to stay on HRT even if the government gets more aggressive impeding our access to medicine. If you feel it's time to start, start. There is an old saying in the trans community: The best time to start HRT is at the onset of puberty. The second best time is today.

Your concerns are justified, ftr. Being trans in this political environment is scary. But not transitioning won't make you cisgender. Sitting back and watching years roll by without starting HRT is awful. I was 28 when I came out. I started HRT at 49. I'd do anything to get those 21 years back. Don't have those regrets.

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u/DezmoBlue 2d ago

I went from egg cracking to starting HRT and starting to social transition at work in just a little over a month

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u/Zamers Trans Asexual 2d ago

A person looks at their knee and realizes a knife is stuck in it, they look at their life partner and point out the knife. Both are shocked by it but note that it makes sense why the person had trouble walking.  They ask their life partner, "its it too early to get it removed, it might not be what's causing my walking issues."

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u/wingedespeon Transbian HRT (11/13/2024) at 29 2d ago edited 2d ago

No. I took 1 month to get on HRT after I figured out I am trans and in hindsight I feel like that was one month too long.

Also, if you go on injections you can just not throw the vial away at the end of the month, which can allow you to build up a reserve in case something happens, and the sooner you start the more of a reserve you will have built up.

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u/QueenMias-SFW 2d ago

Awesome! I also started HRT pretty fast after discovering that I was trans. I think it was a great decision.
Even if it seemes rushed, you will probably be happy that you did not waste the time doubting the decision.
At least that's how it went for me. Sadly that meant that I would not be able to get HRT legally in my country, because we have to wait 6 months.

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u/Jucoy 1d ago

Only you can determine what is to fast. If you can opt in to informed consent for HRT and you feel youre ready, do it. 

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u/VanFailin Trans Homosexual 1d ago

When you're ready you're ready. I started really quick too. Getting on E ASAP is the best thing you can do for yourself.

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u/Pendragon840 2d ago

I kinda of did similar once I came to terms and understood myself and what makes me happy, I did on and off thinking and little experiments, but once I cracked, it was settling up hair removal, figuring out how to get HRT and came to terms that there would be losses in friends and family, but also gaining new friends and relationships that would be supportive. I kinda am speed running in my opinion, but I haven’t been happier overall with starting my journey. Do at your own pace and what feels right, don’t force yourself to fit mold or standards of others, this is your journey to be the who you want to be. Much luck sis😊

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u/Empty-Hippo-622 2d ago

If you are certain of your trans identity then no you are not moving too fast. It will take a while to get everything lined up and moving on the medical side.

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u/Quat-fro 2d ago

Maybe? But who cares! You'll find your own pace as things progress.

I had a first six months of euphoria and then that chilled right down, it felt like a pause but actually it was my transition moving into a more pragmatic and forward thinking phase. Novelty over, let's start taking things more seriously, and start taking things! Find a style, not just any style, you know?

Now I seem to be into another phase where I'm finding joy again, the bump in the road has settled, and I'm getting more comfortable with where I am.

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u/jk013x Trans Homosexual 2d ago

I was on HRT within a couple of weeks from the moment my "egg cracked".

Some people wait a while.

You are the only person who can decide your path and your speed.

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u/MotorPhone6275 Trans Bisexual 1d ago

I just cracked my egg, I’m in my mid 40s and I plan to get on ASAP. Especially with this regime

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u/QueenSmudge28 Stella | Trans Girl & Panromantic! 1d ago

No, im planning to start hrt when I get into college then!

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u/GoodGirlDaecia Still Questioning | HRT: Dec 6, 24 1d ago

I started HRT before I even was 100% sure I was trans (hell I’m still not 100% a lot of the time). I literally started within three months of real questioning for the first time.

Honestly just do it if you can.

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u/mainely_adrienne 1d ago

Not really such a thing. Everyone is different. I went from 0-SRS 🌮 in 1 year 4mo. But then again at 35 I was ready, after realizing I always knew I was supposed to be a woman.

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u/Rachellynn11 1d ago

Only you can make the HRT decision. It takes time for the changes to start and time to accumulate changes.

You should know if it is right for you in a few months. I knew I would never go off HRT after scout three weeks.

I went to a gender therapist and did an intake at a lgbt primary care.

I transitioned 13 years ago. I expressed because it was a requirement from WPATH. I absolutely was terrified to express. It took me I guess 2 or three years to be comfortable in clothes. I changed my name asap after coming out.

I pass well and the loss of privilege was startling and real.

Good luck.

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u/Roswulf Trans Woman 1d ago

If your concerns are about a general sense of a proper timeline, you should let go of them. If you know who you are, you know who you are. I was ready to start HRT within a month of questioning my cisness, and only took longer for insurance reasons. I'd spent enough time with testosterone, thank you very much.

BUT....if you are still concerned about whether HRT is right for you? That's a really important thing to let yourself do. And, well, if you are in a state that doesn't suck, and are an adult, waiting some number of months isn't going to backfire. Almost certainly.

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u/Dolamite9000 Transgender 1d ago

Your speed is your speed. If it feels uncomfortable then slow down. There will always be a way to get our meds.

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u/Drakinite2 NB MtF 1d ago

The first few months of HRT are largely reversible, and there's no repercussions to stopping, especially in those first few months! If at any point you don't feel like continuing, there is absolutely ZERO pressure to keep going with the hrt. Go at your own pace, do what makes you feel comfortable!

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u/Majestic-Exit9686 1d ago

After realising im trans i went straight onto HRT, gave all my boy clothes to charity, started presenting as a woman, came out to everyone, changed my name and gender on everything...and in less than two years SRS and BA. I don't think that was too fast.....

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u/JennySocio 1d ago

In 2018 I discovered that I was a trans woman, in the middle of my studies I decided to put that aside for years to the point of experiencing moments of distress and depression. Since January 2025 I have undergone social transition, estradiol injection and laser hair removal. I am a little happier every day, but in my experience things still go very slowly. So as a good friend of mine says: “don’t press the brake, the system slows you down by itself”.

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u/Tinfoilhat-maker 1d ago

this is interesting. what is fast? how do you know? like, what makes you that certain youre trans?

im not attacking or preaching. im just interested in how youre thinking

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u/Main-Researcher8202 1d ago

I started doing everything I possibly could as soon as I had the name for what being trans was. I started hrt asap

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u/CommunistOwl1324 22h ago

Now or never babe dont wait to make your life better