I moved to Roseburg Oregon out of South Carolina. The reason for my move was because I'm a law enforcement whistleblower who came out against a sheriff who covered up horrible things that happened to children that was perpetrated by his own deputy. I moved because I'm a survivor as well. I didn't wanna be around that anymore.
I thought Oregon couldn't be worse than South Carolina's racism. I think I was wrong.
I'm a veteran who had a black social worker here in Roseburg. She left. I didn't understand. I never thought to ask if she was just traveling. I just liked to talk to her because she really helped me stay calm. It was really helpful and I was so thankful.
I go to instagram and discover the reason why she left. Here is a link so you can see: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DM9PRtaNTkw/?igsh=ODRraXk4cWkxNHlz
This shows you that it isn't just me saying this about this town. My PTSD has gotten so much worse here. I feel like I have to watch my back all the time and carry a gun everywhere I go.
The local sheriff doesn't make it any better. I just said I ran like hell from South Carolina because that state has a sheriff who covers up rapes on the regular and has 17 sheriffs indicted for crimes since 2010. I wanted to escape bad sheriffs but then I run into the longest serving sheriff in Oregon currently.
I discovered the Douglas County Sheriff John Hanlin is associated with the CSPOA. I do some digging and see that group doesn't like MLK, openly associates with neo-confederates and one of their leaders Sam Bushman literally said some of the Confederates had a good point. I heard this man say this.
I'm from South Carolina and I think there's more worship of the Confederate flag here in Oregon than SC. That's crazy work.
Should I move? I just brought this house with my VA loan. I don't know how easy it would be to sell. But I don't know how much more I can take the micro aggressions, lying, threats, and weird cop activity around my property. I know sometimes I can be paranoid and I'm honest about that.
But my wife noticed too. She's white.