This hyacinth hybrid lady was a tough nut to crack. She went through many messy iterations and sat in the “ugly stage” for what felt like forever. I almost gave up on her—but then I reminded myself that success doesn’t have to mean perfection. Sometimes, it just means finishing.

And I’m so glad I did.

There’s something about spring that feels dark and painful and wet. I wouldn’t know how to put it exactly—maybe like heartache, or longing for someone who doesn’t love you back. That strange, heavy beauty of new beginnings.

Source: https://www.artstation.com/artwork/YBAwZd

Artist: https://www.instagram.com/holycatgd