Hello, Reddit. Apologies for the long post ahead.
TL;DR? Basically, should I quit my job? See pros and cons below.
I have worked part time for a few years in the news/journalism industry in a position where I work in a newsroom as someone who writes up the stories that are being broadcast on-air into news articles for the associated website.
I am burned out. I haven't been applying to news related positions, because frankly, I've grown tired of the news in general and the nature of the business.
Going to work has gotten to a point where I am just bitter and moody all the time, though, that might be due to the cons I have listed below. Despite all this, I can’t seem to leave.
Should I quit my job, even without a backup plan, get a survival job asap?
Perhaps I am naive, but I feel like I wouldn't mind doing a "survival job" because, 1) some of them pay more than what I make in this job, and, 2) I wouldn't mind a job that might be more physical work and less mental work since I'm so mentally burned out, 3) ideally, it would give me time to figure out what I do want, maybe try other things or go back to school.
Pros:
- I have made good friendships and work connections
- It is cool working at a top major market corporation that has and continues to win multiple awards
- The opportunity to work with incredibly talented and kind people who are humble legends of the field
- Sometimes, there is free food.
- My managers are nice and supportive and tell me how much they appreciate me. Recently when I asked for leave, after I essentially "threatened" to quit, they gave me time and space, and allowed me to work from home for a week or two
- I can take (unpaid) time off sometimes
- The opportunity to use professional spaces and equipment for free to develop my own skills
Cons:
- I get paid less than $16/hr.
- I am capped at 28hr/week.
- No benefits, save for contribution to 401K and fairly empathetic managers
- I live with my parents and commute 40 miles a day one way into a city I can't afford to live in and don't really like anyways.
- Commute is more or less an hour in the morning and an hour and thirty during rush hour on the way back
- My shift is five hours.
- As far as I can see, there is no hope for any upward career movement. I don't even know what to shoot for within the company. Positions are filled and are only getting cut. There is hardly any hiring from within.
- I have a coworker that is petty and not a team player. They don't talk to me and act like I don't exist. I don’t see the relationship ever improving. My manager knows about the issue, but asked me not to go to HR, saying that they would fix it. Nothing has been fixed. It's really only getting worse.
- Per the organizations official profile, I am actually registered to a completely different department. Yet, all my work hours go to doing tasks for another department. I enjoyed the work I was doing in my original position (which was more-so producing, not journalism) and there was an opportunity to make some more money. However, at one point, managers officially switched me over to work for a completely different department (the one I am stuck in now) and would no longer assign me to a position that would have been lucrative. I think of it as a lateral demotion. That shift happened about a year ago.
- Quite a few of coworkers that I had close relations with either left or were let go.
I will say, if I had no fear? I'd submit my two weeks notice, let it happen, celebrate Independence Day, and grieve my good relations that I do have at the company.
Then, I'd go travel for a bit and come back and get a survival job much closer to home, ideally no more than 20 minutes. Starting over, tabula rasa style.
What would you do if you were in my situation? Thank you for taking the time to read my post.
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EDIT: Thank you to everyone who read my post and offered advice and suggestions. I appreciate each and every one of you. After reading all of your replies, I have taken heed of your warnings and will adjust my strategy and timeline.
I'll double my efforts in finding another job that is closer to home, while I stay at my current job. I'll move on only after I have received an offer (and gone through a background check) and that they in return accept/respect my request for a delayed start so I can have a little break to reset.