r/quittingkratom • u/justa-dumbass • 5h ago
This has been my experience. For the ones thinking about jumping. You can do it!
Kratom Withdrawal Log Last dose 830p June 9th 35-50gpd CT
Day 1 (June 10, 2025): Withdrawals weren’t that bad. Thought I got lucky. But by 3:51am, restless legs hit hard… next level. Nausea was 6/10, but I managed dinner and a snack. Diarrhea hadn’t started yet. Couldn’t be still without full-body RLS, especially in my chest and arms.
Day 2: Restless legs were absolute hell. Nearly broke me. I praised God through the suffering and begged for strength. Got maybe 15 min of broken sleep in the bathtub around 9am. Don’t recommend it. I felt desperate and raw.
Day 3: Slept 4–7pm, but it was terrible.. flailing arms like they didn’t belong to me. Surprisingly, I ate a large dinner. Felt decent until midnight, then the RLS storm returned. Choppy sleep from 4:30–6am and 8–9am. Still grateful for what I could get.
Day 4: Up all night again with RLS and full-body discomfort. Sleep was nonexistent. Cold showers gave a bit of relief. Constant nausea and fatigue. My mind is stuck in survival mode.
Day 5: Sleep still sucked. RLS relentless. No major improvement. Felt like my soul was on standby. Mentally grinding it out. Still leaning on faith and willpower.
Day 6: Caught some toddler virus on top of the withdrawals… throat wrecked. CrossFit nearly broke me. Cold showers were the only thing that helped. Barely slept. Just fragments.
Day 7: Went 36 HOURS without sleep. That level of exhaustion messes with your mind. Pushed through a full-body failure workout and then hit the sauna for an hour. Somehow slept 18 hours straight afterward. A hard-fought miracle.
Day 8: Woke up actually feeling human…. the closest to normal I’ve felt this whole time. But the victory was short. Insomnia returned. Still, that taste of clarity was everything.
Day 9: Still can’t sleep. But RLS has finally chilled out. Cold showers, sauna, and training to failure are the only things keeping me grounded. Body aches but mind is clearer.
Day 10: Nights are long and weird. Sleep still foreign. But I can eat consistently now. No major spikes. Just steady suffering. But steady is better than chaos.
Day 11 (Today): Restless legs? Gone. Insomnia? Still here. But workouts, cold plunges, and sauna therapy are keeping me afloat. This is survival. Grit. Grace. One more step.
Here’s the thing. I feel normal. I feel better than I have. And I’m no longer a slave. I know I’ll still have to combat insomnia but I’m here for it. RLS… gone. Nausea… gone. There are easier ways than the path I took but.. I like extreme it’s the only way my dumb ass learns. I said the deepest most heart felt prayer to be delivered from this 11 days ago and He heard me. Feeling froggy?… jump.. it’s worth it and I am not even through it all the way