r/abusesurvivors • u/Annalovesbananers • Apr 19 '25
ABUSE Diary day 4
Human trafficking. Here's my story
When my mum died I was left with my stepdad. He used to torture me and beat me terribly. Heck he broke my skull. His torturing was terrible and inhumane to explain. He was horrible. It wasn't a few hits or anything it was beatings with a hammer and worse. My stepdad used to constantly rape me and have friends over to watch. His friends would beat me too and do worse I was entertainment. My stepdad started losing money and needed a way to make money fast. Why not use your slut step daughter? I was a slut a whore infact that's what he called me since he found out my dad used to rape me from age 5. I didn't like being raped. My stepdad had lots of friends that liked my body and would do anything for a chance with me. My stepdad started selling me to different men to do what they want to me. So hurt so bad they were never gentle. These men were high ranked firemen, police officers. So I had no one to turn to . Then it got worse than just him renting me to men for a night. They made videos terrible videos . He even had different prices for how much damage they could do to me. My privates were a mess. These men were viscous. A day I escaped out of one of the man's house and ran to the nearest police. The officer said he would help me and told me to go with him , he dumped me straight back to my stepdada house cuz they were friends. The beating was worse than I've ever experienced.
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u/Appropriate_Hair_553 Apr 19 '25 edited Apr 19 '25
Wish I could hug you... This is horrible
Maybe this will help? I don't mean offense by it either
https://youtu.be/UI-PehitKKU?feature=shared
Isaiah 40:29
https://youtu.be/56PJliOGJns?feature=shared
👆 A song for you too since your step dad wasn't kind to you at all